It’s incredible what you will hear if you take time to listen; recently dad and I were coming through the Ozark mountains late at night. Up there, cell coverage is spotty at best, and radio reception has to be set on perpetual scan to pick anything up, and even then the best you can hope for in that neck of the woods is snippets of “modern” country(yark) or, even worse, “contemporary” Christian, rather soul-less facsimiles of the very real types of music from which they both originated.
In the midst of this musical wasteland, we picked up an unknown station, the rapidly fading voice of a rabbi talking about “pekudei”, the Hebrew word for counting, as in each person counts and is an indispensable part of the master plan. In fact, he stated that he tells people to quote every day “the whole world was created for me in particular”.
As the Queen of the Casa, this is something I can get my mind around; although at first it sounds arrogant and egocentric, what I took it to mean is that we all matter, and all can make a difference. A person that feels like they don’t matter is much more likely to lead a life without meaning or contribution; why even try to better our own lives or that of those around us if we ultimately believe that we don’t matter anyway? What’s the significance of my one drop of water in a gushing waterfall?
While some might view it as a bit cocky, I personally believe that, as a dog that sees herself as the most beautiful thing in God’s creation while at the same time being humble enough to realize that she is still a small part of God’s creation, I will be much more apt to take my actions seriously, ensuring that I live a life that positively impacts those around me.
Which is why I take this page so seriously, at least until something fun distracts me, which happens basically every .314 milliseconds. When reading the writings of the great authors, Steinbeck, Twain, Voltaire, etc, it’s easy to get disheartened; why even bother? What can a dog say that hasn’t already been said already, and said better, and said without having to stop to go harass a squirrel or nibble my butt?
I have to remind myself that if we all truly matter, then I matter as well, as I’m an integral part of the greater “we”; as in “we be of one blood, ye and I.”